I can not get drunk, I wish I could sometimes
mixing whiskey and tequila
and eyes closed in the darkness
I wish I could dive into that oblivion
people love so much but I cannot
I have no escape there
there’s no going out of my awareness
my body won’t let it
and when I don’t have someone to long for
a pair of lips to kiss
the night is so empty and devoid of meaning
and I cannot go somewhere else
my body knows of desire not drugs
I wish I had someone to kiss